Thursday, 18 October 2007

• I'm not going down on my knees

  So, two weeks have passed since I last updated and it feels like it's been a month. Friday, Kitty, Joey, and I went to the State Fair. Kitty felt sick after one or two rides so she didn't ride many more. I was doing good through most of them, until this one lurched really badly and I for serious thought I was going to vomit. After that, we walked around and watched this awesome painting technique until we felt better. Then we went and got food. While we sat in a conditioned building, I asked Joey if I could lick his face. He said only if he could lick my eye. That was a no go for fear of my contact. After we left that building, some kids tried to start shit with us and Kitty told them off. Even some guys at a food stand were being rude.

  Begging you to adore me

  Saturday I worked for a while and did homework. Sunday I went with Kitty, Joey, and Kevin. We were supopsed to go see Ratatouille, but we were running late so we sat in a parking lot until we decided what to do. We went to Wawa and then to the bowling alley. Joey played DDR for a short while and Kitty and I strutted to the bathroom and back singing both ways. We stood outside while Kevin and Joey smoked and then went to Kevin's house. We sat in 'The Band Room' and watched a few movies. Joey played on his computer and I sat in the chair dozing. I had been having a vertigo attack all day so I felt bad. Several of Kevin's brothers walked in and out; one of which was Sonny who stayed to use the computer. I don't recall how late we stayed that evening, but it was fairly late.

  Can't you see it's misery

  Monday we didn't have school so, of course, Kitty and I were together. Sonny and Kevin had already picked her up so they were on their way to get me. I hadn't taken a shower or anything so I hurriedly did so after a long argument with them about it. They got there after I got out of the shower and I was getting ready when Kitty called asking me to let them in. I argued with her for a few moments more and snuck downstairs and unlocked the door. When she told me again to unlock the door, I told her it was and she called me a dick because she already tried it. While I was getting dressed, I told Kitty to call BahBah and ask if I could go with them and he said that I had to wait until he got home which would be an hour to an hour and a half. I told them what the deal was and to just go on. I said that they had better things to do and Kevin said that they didn't. Sonny insisted that they would wait for BahBah to return. I continued getting dressed and BahBah called back telling me I could go if I thought it was a good idea. Of course I went with them. We spent the evening watching movies and chatting. Sonny kepy staring at me so I stared back. I didn't understand what his deal was. We all went to Taco Bell to get me food and Kitty and I were making a ruckus int he bathroom and fell out laughing [we always do]. We got my food and went back to their house. Sonny's favourite show is Heroes and a new episode was on. Two of his brothers came to inform him of this, but he elected to skip it in order to sit with me. He also changed his pants because I said that I despised camoflauge. After which Kevin threw a camoflauge something on me and I crumpled into a ball and began to shake. After that night ended, Kitty and I returned home by eleven.

  And torture for me

  Wednesday, after school, Kitty wanted Kevin to come to her house, but Sonny wouldn't drive him unless I was there. She and I were supposed to go to the Byrd that night with Joey, but that got cancelled and she didn't realize it. She asked me that morning tofake a phone call so Sonney would bring Kevin, but after I explained that I was still going to hang out with them, she didn't need it. I went home and made dinner as I had promised Bahbah. After dinner I was going to go join the three of them at Kitty's. However, BahBah wanted to meet them so he told me to invite them to dinner. I did so and they arrived shortly after I finished. After dinner, we went to my room and took pictures and flipped though my Senior photos. Then decided to play board games so Kitty and went rummaging through the garage to get the box of games. We played UpWords first. Then we played Life. I got kept landing on the children spaces, so I got mad and threw my car. At one point I asked 'How did I get two in me?' Everyone began laughing and it took us a few minutes to recover. I told Sonny to be banker, but I kept reaching over and being co-banker. Kitty pwned our asses although she was the last to finish, but only because the rest of us didn't think we had the most money. Regardless, after we finished, we sat around the living room and chatted for a long while. They finally left at eleven. Kitty spent that night with me. She talked on the phone with Kevin and I chatted online with Sonny until after one.

  When I'm misunderstood

  Friday, after school, Kitty went home with me and then loitered about the mall until I got off work. At which point, we went back to my house and waited until Sonny got off work [Kevin had already gotten home]. Sonny wasn't certain what the plan was for that evening so we explained to him. He still had to take a shower so I began to demand that he ran and showered quickly. The two of them arrived at my house close to midnight and then we were off for the night. I had wanted to go to Waffle House, but Sonny hadn't wanted to. He said that he would if I really wanted to eat there. So he decided to drive around until we found a fairly empty Waffle House to eat at. By that time it was after one. We all sat down in a corner booth and chatted for a while. Then Kitty and I ran to the bathroom to take pictures. The girls's bathroom was out of order so we went in the boys's. It wasn't much different, only dirtier. She and I took a lot of pictures acting silly. We began laughing right before we fell out of the bathroom and stumbled [trying not to laugh] back to our table. We were then informed that they could hear us all the way across the restaurant. We laughed even more. We ordered our food and then took more pictures. Sonny order pie and I stole the little toothpick sign that came in it. After licking it, I tossed it down my shirt with the rest of my collection. I wrote my number on Sonny's arm with a pen I pulled out of my bra.

  Try as hard as you can

  After our meal, we went back to their house and watched movies. I was fairly tired, so I sat in my chair and chilled. Sonny was going to take a few hits off of Travis's bong, but I told him not too. He asked what he'd get and I asked what he wanted. There was no response so he slowly went over and began to set it up. I just looked at him. I sighed and put my head back down. After a while, my contacts began to seriously bother me because of the smoke in the room [they had all been smoking cigarettes as usual]. I got up and walked outside without a word. Kitty and Sonny immediately began to worry. I layed down on the trampoline and Kitty walked out after me. She talked to me briefly and we began to jump on the trampoline. Sonny followed Kitty out and after Kitty left, he climbed onto the trampoline with me. I was lying on my back looking at the sky. He was looking at me. He had been staring all night. It had finally begun to make me nervous. We discussed what our lives would be like if our parents were still together or were still around [whichever case suited us best]. He was still staring and I began to feel awkward and nervous. Nobody stares at me that fucking much. He asked why I was nervous and I told him I didn't know; I was a bit annoyed at that point. I rolled over and curled myself into a ball facing the ground. He got up and walked away and came back to lay on the other side of me. We continued chatting in this awkward stage for a while before I was too cold to stay outside.

  I've tried as hard as I could

  We went to his bedroom and I wrapped myself in blankets on his bed. He tried to get a few movies from the internet to load, but they would not. He got Mitch Hedberg's comedy to load though, so we listened to that while we sat on the bed. Right before we left, he kissed me. He said that he had been wondering if I'd have let him do that before. I said that he would. And he crumpled himself in anguish. I laughed at him, but he said that he was felt lucky to have been allowed. It was nearing six o'clock so we went ot get Kitty from the Band Room. We got the two of them and we drove home. That night was too chilly for me to sit with my hands out the window. At my house, Sonny told me he wanted his hoodie back so I took it off. He said that he was surprised I was going to give it back because I could have kept it. When I got out of the car and grabbed my box and the hoodie. Kevin and Sonny walked Kitty and I to the door and she and I snuck into the house. We crept upstairs and got ready for bed. I didn't bother to take a shower, but I removed my cosmetics and the like. I was brushing my teeth when Kitty and I heard somebody up downstairs. We sat still for a long time while BahBah escorted his lady friend to the door. We waited about ten minutes for him to go back to his bed and then I finished brushing my teeth. She and I were in bed by six that morning.

  To make you see

  Saturday I got up at nine thirty and took a shower. After which I threw my clothes into the laundry and curled up under my blankets. I was still cold from the night before. I hadn't been warm all night. At ten thirty, I got up again and put my clothes in the dryer and applied my cosmetics. After I was beautified, I got Kitty up and told her she needed to get dressed. After we were both dressed and my room was tidy, I dropped her off and went to work. I only worked four hours that day, but I was so tired. After work, I got home and layed down for a while. Sonny called my cell and Kitty called my house phone. I talked to both of them and we confirmed our plans for the evening. Sonny said that he didn't have to worry about getting the hoodie back [his brother's] because his brother gave it to him. He had told his brother that it was in his car and he would get it later. I had already made the comment that his hoodie was warmer than mine is. At that moment I said that it wasn't in his car that I was wearing it. He was confused because he had seen me take it off. I told him the story and he laughed.

  How important it is for me

  After I rested for a bit, I got up and changed to go to the Byrd. Kitty and I were going to meet Sonny there. She and I strutted down the street to the cinema. On the way there we betted whether he would be in the lobby waiting for us or already seated anxiously. We were both wrong because he was standing outside in the cold. He had bought our tickets so we went immediately in. I told him to go on into the theater and Kitty and I would take the pictures for my project. He obliged and Kitty and I asked an official looking employee if it was okay for us to take pictures. She said that was fine and that we could go to the balcony. Kitty and I crept up the stairs and began taking a long series of pictures. By the time we finished, the movie was well begun and Kitty and I had to sit on the side. The theater was fuller than I had ever seen it before so there was no way we were able to find Sonny. I strutted to the front of the theater and tried to see the faces in the glow of the screen, but, alas, I could not. I had intended to strut across the front, but the screen was far too low for me to do that. I walked back to my seat and contemplated shouting for him. After the movie ended, Kitty and I stood outside the doors waiting for him. We walked outside and found him after the theater cleared out.

  Here is a plea

  We chatted for a few moments and then walked to his car. We passed a long line of people who were waiting for the next movie and could do no more than stare and comment at us. He drove us back to my car and we stood in the parking lot talking for a long time. We made racial jokes and jammed to music while we molested windows of offered our 'services' to one another. I had given Sonny his hoodie back like he requested that night; once again he told me that I could have kept it. I was shaking again so he gave it back. After a while, Kitty grabbed my box and I chased after her. She was wearing her chunky heel boots and I was wearing my spike heel boots so I had to give up. I walked back to our cars and talked to Sonny. She brought my box back. She and I took our boots off to see how far up on my car we could stretch our legs. I got mine to the top of the back window and Kitty's was just below mine. Sonny began to drive off and I changed the CD in my stereo. He pulled back around and then out again. I followed him at that point and we were off to his house.

  From my heart to you

  At his house, we found Kevin and chilled around watching movies until Sonny decided he was hungry. He and I were then on our way to Taco Bell [again]. Sonny was doing something with his car so I jumped into my trunk and changed. I put my jeans and other boots on and finished dressing in the car. While we sat in the drive through, he and I shouted angrily at the vehicles in front of us for not moving faster. I said that it would have been faster if we went inside rather than through the drive through. He pointed at the clock and I got confused. Then he told me that the main portion was closed at that hour and I said that it was silly and so was the person who thought of that idea. He then went to hug me or something and I fought him and he got mad and I told him that was going to sit in the corner and be emo. So I sat there with my feet propped up staring out the window. He told me he was sorry and the like and I ignored him. Then he told me to 'see if I care' and I was like 'alright I will'. And thus I sat in my corner and he couldn't stay mad and I said 'I thought you didn't care'. He said that I knew he did. I remained in my corner until we got our food and went home.

  Nobody knows me

  When we got home, we went to the living room and sat with his current mother figure. I was still freezing my ass off, so she gave me the heating pad. Sonny put it across my torso and wrapped me with a blanket and proceeded to eat his dinner. I dozed in and out for the remainder of the evening while Sonny woke me abruptly with some growling gnaw in my ear. After that we went back to the Band Room and I layed on the air mattress with Kitty. Sonny came over and repeated the same thing a few times. I became paranoid andcurled up with my hands over my ears. After a while he got up and went outside. I was too tired to follow him, but Kitty and Kevin went after him. i think I fell asleep, but I don't know. They came in after a few moments and Sonny sat down with me again. We left shortly thereafter in a hurry to get home. We made it back shortly after two.

  As well as you do

  Sunday Kitty and I were still together [of course]. Shortly after we got up BahBah beckoned me and asked what I was doing that day. After I told him that it wasn't much he asked if I would like to go pick out new furniture with him. So Kitty and I changed [she wore my clothes] and went downstairs to meet BahBah. We began our trip and went to a few different stores. Sonny called me as we were walking in and we stood outside talking to him while BahBah talked to somebody he knew [who had been shopping there]. We found a new recliner sofa and a new recliner. They match  well especially with their coordinated pillows. It means we get new accessories and the like which pleases me. After that we went to eat at River City Diner. We got junk food appetizers to share. Kitty and I went to the bathroom and fixed our faces. She and I acted crazy at the table trying to find people in the images. We dined happily and left quite full.

  You know how hard it is for me

  Bao asked if we wanted to play Mahjong with him that evening so Kitty stayed until it was time for that. We stopped at Mr. Wong's to get some cheese wontons. We got to Bao's house and sat on his floor eating the wontons and egg rolls. After we ate we set up the table to play. Yen joined us and their parents came in to check on us and help Kitty and I out a bit. Bao won several rounds and his sister won one round. We've decided to make this a standard tradition for every Sunday. I took Kitty home after that and went to bed myself.

  To shake the disease

  Monday after school I had to run errands. After the errands Kitty had requested I call and thus I did. It was decided that I would join her at Kevin and Sonny's. I found my way down there all by myself without getting lost, which pleased me quite greatly. We chilled there and listened to Dane Cook. We listened to the Car Alarm skit and Sonny made a comment about how big the trunk of his brother's car is at which point Kitty and I realized we had never figured out how many people could fit in my trunk. She and I darted outside and climbed in. We closed the lid and layed there for a moment and then she decided she wasn't comfortable so she climbed out. I decided to stay there and sleep so I closed the lid. She walked away announcing it the entire time. After she finally left I layed there curled up all cozy and what not. Then she came back to check on me. I told her I was fine and intended to stay there. She called me weird and left again at which point Sonny left to pick his brother up from work. After a while Kitty came back and Sonny arrived shortly thereafter. She made a comment about how I was waiting for him in the trunk. She left and Sonny sat in front of the trunk and I opened it for him He asked me what I was doing and told me to get out of the trunk and such but I declined that request and closed the lid. He went into the house and came back with a bottle Jagermeister. He told me to come out of the trunk and I told him I don't want to. He said he was going to stay out there and get drunk and I told him to go for it. I asked if I could have some of his liquor and he said I had to get out of the trunk. I sat for a moment longer and then opened the lid. I finally climbed out and got my Jagermesiter. I hadn't had it before and began coughing afterwards. I said it was gross and Sonny said that it was good because it tasted like Black Licourice and I realized that was why I didn't like it.

  That takes hold of my tongue

  We walked inside and I sat on the air mattress with Kitty. Sonny finished his bottle  of Jagermeister and he and Kevin began to play instruments. Kitty and I sat on the air mattress intertwined and licking at each other waiting for Sonny to turn around. He did and immediately began laughing and Kevin turned to look at him and then at us, but of course we had reverted to 'normal' positions. Sonny plugged in his microphone and began to sing along with the music. She was laughing and I just sat there. I got up to pour Kevin's Rum for him since he kept spilling it. I took the first shot I poured and poured him another. After this I went back to my seat. I wasn't feeling well and I wasn't amused with their antics.  I got up and went outside to the trampoline. I had motioned to Kitty that I was going outside and she followed. She and I layed there and she began to jump around me. Sonny finally stumbled outside with Kevin. They joined us and they jumped around and flipped over me and the like. Sonny had to hold onto the edge of the trampoline and he pulled me to him while Kevin and Kitty jumped. He decided to crawl under the trampoline and was singing Mr. Brightside and then climbed back onto the trampoline. We realized Heroes was on so we went inside.

  In situations like these

  Kitty and I had to help our respective men to the house. We sat on the sofas and watched Heroes while Sonny fought with Kevin. I had to sit between the two [the sofas adjoined]. Kevin tried to crawl up the stairs to tell his brother something. Luckily that brother appeared behind him and saved him the trip. Sonny stumbled himself to the kitchen to get food. He made a mess of eating, but was really ADD about it because he was distracted by the show and us. He confessed yet again how adored me. He had decided to slide across the trampoline and got a skid mark on his hip. I had kissed it earlier to make it feel better, but he still complained of his pain. After Heroes had ended we stumbled our way back to the Band Room and then to my car. As soon as we got into the car BahBah called and asked where I was because I told him that Kitty had to be home at ten and we had set my curfew at ten fifteen. However, I knew that this was not so and I rushed to get Kitty and myself home. When I got there BahBah admitted that he was mistaken but attempted to defend himself  partially though I knew I was completely correct. I stayed up talking to Sonny for a while longer and when to bed.

  Understand me
  

  Tuesday I went to school like I normally do. Masterson was being a bitch all day so my day kept getting worse [I see her a lot]. So I was excited to go home. I Sonny had wanted to see me that night, but I had homework to do. He talked to me on the phone instead. I tried to get some work done and managed to get four pages of notes done. I had to copy them into a new book, so it was like seven. Kind of. I was dizzy, feverish, and had a stomach ache so I gave up. I began typing this entry instead since it didn't require that I be as focused. Later that night Sorian and Kitty messaged me with problems they needed to discuss and several other people were simply talking nonstop. I talked to them through AIM and Sonny on the phone while I typed this. It was difficult and pissed me off because I wanted to go to bed, but I managed. I finally got them through their issues and got my shower by two thirty.

  Some people have to be

  That night while were on the phone, Sonny asked if I "would like to plague him for an extended period of time." I laughed for a few minutes while I tried to type to Kitty. I put the phone back to my face and said "Okay I'm good. :: giggle giggle :: No I'm not." I did that again and managed to settle down. He said he "just wanted to know if I would infect him in a viral way." I asked if that was his final answer and he said it was. I told him that I supposed I would. He asked if that was my final answer and I said "I suppose." He then proceeded to call me a bubonic plague to his mind, body, and soul; an abola virus with no cure. I told Kitty all of what happened [of course] and she told me "way to earn your title Pandora Ikari the Virus." I laughed again. Sonny told me that he realized I would probably reject him if he asked me to be his significant other in a normal way; to which I agreed. Thus he asked me in a manner that would amuse me. I had also told him before that he was too nice so now we are playfully rude to one another, ending every sentence with a derrogative name of some sort.

  Permanently together

  Today was fairly was good. I went to school at the normal time though I could have gone in later due to the Senior meeting. I chose to go in early and work on my art projects though. I  was alone in Masterson's room so I photoshopped some pictures before I went to the meeting. I gave Bao my free chicken biscuit and went to find Sorian to see how he was doing. We went and got my Senior folder filled with random papers. When the meeting began we sat at the side and listened to them talk for a really long time about things we already knew. I had a strong need to urinate for the entire duration. After they finally stopped talking I ran to the back to go to the bathroom. When I got to the door they wouldn't let me leave so I had to go back to my seat for another twenty minutes. I ran out when the bell rang, but stopped to talk to Joey who I hadn't seen in a while. Zack walked over so I talked to him for a second and then ran to the bathroom.

  Lovers devoted

  I finished the first portion of my Art History test fairly quickly so I worked on an image for art. I showed Masterson my other pictures and we selected one for both projects and got them printed and ready for the next class. I worked on that during dircted study and then hung my artwork on the wall for the critique at the beginning of class. After the critique we worked on the projects. Kitty came home with me and we stopped at Wawa on the way. At home, BahBah called and said that I had to go pick Erik up because he wrecked his car again. Kitty and I finished what we were working on and went to get him. Our neighbor next door stopped me and asked me to move BahBah's truck so that it didn't get hit when they cut a tree down. I let Kitty move my car while I moved the truck. We finally got to Regency and picked him and Blizzard up. We dropped them off back at a Food Lion and went on our way to meet Sonny and Kevin. I took pictures of myself and my chartruese tongue as I drove. I thought we could take ninety-five to two ninety-five, but I got myself a bit mixed up and we got lost for a short while. We finally made it there though.

  To each other forever

  Kitty and I were greeted by Kevin and Sonny on the porch. We all went inside and watched Mad Max Beyond the Thunderdome and various shows for the evening. Sonny and I were fighting and being total bitches to one another. I kept slapping his face so he grabbed my hands and I fought him. He began shouting 'What are you going to do? You can't do anything." So I flipped my leg around and kicked his face. We slapped one another and argued and the like all evening. Travis showed us a few of his magic tricks including some scarf one and this thing with cards and a flaming quarter. There was some magic marker that disappeared with heat so he drew a naked girl and Kevin drew clothes on it [and then made them disappear]. Jacob sat in the same room with us for a while, but he was too busy texting to tell us that he loved us or even give us a heart back. He certainly wouldn't play me a song like I demanded. Sonny gave up trying to be mean to me, but I was still being a bitch to him and it amused me to no extent. At that point, I won. He also said that he was going to make a coffin and I got excited. Then he said that it wasn't for me and I made a sad face so he said that it would be for me then. Kevin went to the Band Room and Kitty followed.

  Now I've got things to do

  After South Park ended, we went outside to find Kitty and Kevin so we could leave. They were on the trampoline so we hopped on and joined them. We 'hopped and bounced and giggled and laughed' [as said by Kitty]. Twas fun. Kitty and Kevin went into the Band Room and Sonny and I ran around the yard. I tried to catch a cat and then threw myself against one of the Band Room windows. We finally left and foudn our way back to our house. We made nachos for dinner and then ate the last of the mocha bars with Oreos and ice cream for dessert. I let Kitty wear my swim suit and I put on a leotard and we each put on a pair of my heels. We took a picture of each of those and then strutted to the hot tub. We chilled there for a while and made cheesy sex sounds and noted how my glitter looked in the light. We've chilled for the rest of the night in my room and are about to go to bed. This damn blog has taken three days to write, but I think I got most everything in it.
  When I'm not there

   

   

  

  In spirit I'll be there

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