Sunday, 04 November 2007

• It's colder than before

  Alright, so I made myself a calender finally. I printed one off of my computer so I can write down the days that I work and what I did after school and with whom the activity was done. So now I can at least vaguely remember what went on each day. Which pleases me greatly. I even highlighted names and events. I'm so lame. Oh well.

  The seasons took all they had come for

  Thursday nothing went on. Friday was Senior early release, so I rushed over to Hot Topic to get some new stuff. I tried the Miss Wonderland costume on, but it looked really weird on me. It was far too light and cheery for me. So I opted to get the pirate one instead. I decided that I didn't like the red puffy sleeves, so I cut the upper portion off and now I have an underbust vest dress. It's hella sexy. I also bought Blaqk Audio: CexCells, three bottles of nail polish, a garter belt, and a pair of peg pants. I adore all of the items I bought.

  Now winter dances here

  Saturday I went to Hollywood Cemetery with Sonny. I met him at his house and he drove. we got a bit lost in the ghetto, but he got us there. We walked around and he told me the blue line would take me to Narnia. He lied. I never got there. He pushed me and I smacked him throughout the duration of the venture. He took a picture of 'his' tombstone to show his friends. I worked that evening and wore my newly altered pirate dress. I made Preacher Cookies that night though.

  It seems so fitting don't you think?

  Sunday I tried to get myself down to Halloween Express. I finally got down there, but I couldn't find Johnny. I ran through the store twice and was confronted by every sales associate who eagerly offered assistance. It was only partially creepy to say the least.  finally texted him and he met me at the front. I gave him his cookie as promised and we chatted for a while. I got myself lost ont he way home and had to ask for directions from a lady at a toll booth. Thankfully, I managed to get a handful of quarters out for the tolls and didn't accidently throw a nickel in as I had done on the way down. That was awkward. On the way home, I received two texts from Johnny. One saying that the cookie was delicious, the other saying that I was even more gorgeous in person. I got myself home again and then to work.

  To Dress the ground in white, and grey

  Monday after school, I went to Kitty's house and helped her wash and dry dishes so she could go to my tea party. We made a quick cream cheese dip and set everything up for a tea party. My brother had eaten my preacher cookies [though he said he hadn't] so we had to make more really quickly. Unfortunately they didn't set up quite right and were gooey. After Sonny and Kevin arrived, we sat around and chatted for a while. Then we had our little tea party. We chatted long after that and watched television. I told him he couldn't watch Heroes, but he stayed regardless. We went outside when it was time to leave and he played in the street. We laid down for a while and then ran up and down. Kitty was crying at one point [Sonny and I didn't realize it]. We said that they had to leave, but Kevin said not until she stopped, so we waited longer. Finally they were able to leave and she and I sat on the porch for a while. She explained what happened and we ate more junkfood and went to bed.

  It's so quiet I can hear

  Tuesday after school, Kitty went with me and we went to the College and Career Fair at another high school [in the ghetto]. I got us lost a bit, but we got there. Then we had to park out in bee eff ee. We walked through the tennis courts and around the school into the gym. It was so crowded. We walked around for a while trying to find the colleges I wanted and the two Sorian asked me to get him. We finally managed and got ourselves out. We went to WalMart to get a few things and returned to Kitty's house shortly thereafter to get her things. She joined me at my house again that evening.

  My thoughts touching every second I spent

  Wednesday after school Kitty and I went to Sonny and Kevin's house. I sat on the steps for a while and watched them in the living room. After a while, I finally went and sat with Sonny. I wasn't amused by his nor Kevin's antics that evening. I just wasn't feeling social. We watched Metalocalypse for a long while. I wanted to slap the Dethklok out of him, and I did. After Kitty and Kevin went to the Band Room, he and I continued to watch television and movies. We also ended up in several compromising positions [as he said]. We went to get the two of them when Kitty and I had to leave. I had to take her home that night because I had a field trip the next day.

  Waiting for you
  

  Thursday was my field trip. I overslept and then my clothes weren't dry. hen I kept forgetting things. Sorian kept calling and I finally got there right when they had wanted to leave. I had a dreadful stomach ache again at this point, but I continued. He and I listened to music and watched the movie they were playing. It rained the entire trip and everybody thought the driver was going to get us killed. I just laughed about it. We began at the National Gallery and walked around for a long while. I couldn't find Durer though we searched and asked for it. I found a walkie-talkie in the bathroom and took it to the security desk. I told him I found it in the bathroom and he said 'I know.' So i said ;okay' and began to walk away. Then he said asked who found it and I told him that I did and then he confirmed that it was the ladies' restroom and I said that it was and left. It was weird.

  But circumstances afford me

  We ate in the cafeteria. Most of the Art History kids went to the McDonald's by the Air and Space Museum, but Sorian, Nick, and I had brought lunch. I ate half of my crackers, Nick ate his lunchable, and Sorian ate his squished sandwich. Then we ate the preacher cookies I had brought. O'Neal and Dunham sat with us and we chatted with them some. After lunch, we went to the East building to the Hopper exhibit. There was some other class from another school there and there was a really foxy boy sketching one of Hopper's paintings. Sorian and I took time to admire the 'nearby paintings'. We call him Kitsun Ichi because the boy from the bus is Kitsun Ni. We walked through the exhibit and then we saw Kitsun Ni again so we hurried out. After the Hopper exhibit, we walked a few blocks to the Hirshorn museum and walked around the gift shop. I went to the top of the museum and found a gorgeous painting at the top. I sat on sofas in another room and watched this series of large televisions with images that create the vague image of the American flag. I heard a buzzing noise and was wondering how long it would take of me sitting there before I began to hallucinate. Unfortunately Sorian called and told me that we were leaving and I had to get downstairs.

  No second chance to tell you

  We stood outside while everybody went to the bathroom and then hurried back to the buses. The buses weren't there so we had to wait around for them. We crowded back on and Sorian and I made a list of things he was going to teach me how to cook. After a long ride back to school and another movie, I dashed to my car and went home. I still wasn't feeling well so I laid down with my headphones on and the phone nearby. I had left my computer on though I knew that I wouldn't be online again. I knew that if Sonny saw me online, he'd call; he proved me right. I talked to him for a while and he told me about his bad night at work. Then I went to bed.

  How much I've missed you

  Friday I had requested off for the homecoming game. Unfortunately, the weather had been miserable all week and was still so that day. Kitty and I went to the bank and the mall as I had planned. I bought a sword at Spencer's for a dollar and a hat, cosmetic brushes, and a new studded belt at Hot Topic. After we left, we were told that I couldn't have my sword out of a bag because it was a hazard. However, the giant sword would not fit in a bag, but I put it in one anyways. Apparently only seeing one third of it makes it less dangerous than the full sword. After that little mishap, she and I went to Dairy Queen. I stood and line and got a blizzard while she talked to her friend at Villa Pizza. She gave us a free slice and a drink and we chatted for a while with her and a few friends that showed up. We sat in the car afterwards and ate while we decided what to do. She and I ended up at my house for a while; laughing on the floor as usual. I managed to finish my halloween costume that evening. I added grommets to the vest and a cord trim and feather to the hat. Sonny called and I talked to him for a short while and then took Kitty home. I called him back when I returned, but Kevin answered and I didn't even think to ask for Sonny. So it was an awkward moment. Eh. He called me back later though.

  My beloved do you know

  Saturday was homecoming. I got up a bit later than expected and worked on a piece of abstract expressionism art for most of the morning. After I finished that and a few other things, I began to get ready for the dance. I took a shower and painted my nails. Kitty and Sonny called to confirm plans for the evening. I was applying cosmetics when Kitty arrived so she hurried up and we finished getting ready together. Sonny and Kevin arrived and she and I invited them up as soon as we were decent. The chilled in my room while I ran around figuring out what jewelry I wanted and Kitty decided which pair of my stockings to wear. I began to search for a fishnet shirt that Kevin wanted, but I could not find it. We were finally ready and we left for the dance. I forgot my phone the first time so we looped around the block and got it. Then Kitty realized she had forgotten their tickets so we turned around and went back. We finally made it to the dance and stood around talking to people outside as we had done in years past. We finally went inside and stood again greeting people we knew and talking to a few.

  When the warm wind comes again

  Kitty and I ran around the entire dance floor looking for the people that were in our train last year, but few were there. We went to our standard side and formed small trains there while our dates stood at the side. I pulled Sonny in and he danced with me. I made Sonny get me a balloon and he tied it around my wrist; I took it off later and made him get me another before the dance ended. I had introduced Billie to Sonny and she kept talking to him. He and I fought [playfully] as we always do. There was much choking, kicking, and slapping involved. After a while, drama began with Kitty and Kevin [as Sonny and I had expected]. Kevin was 'tired' and didn't want to dance; Kitty wanted at least one enthusiastic dance. She begged but didn't realize the song she was begging for held a sentimental value to him so he got angry. He walked off and so did she. I chased after, but these girls wouldn't moved although I kept shouting 'excuse me' so I shoved through them. I heard them turn and shout at me as I passed, but I kept going. I found Kitty and we sat for a few minutes.

  Another year will start to pass

  We went back out and found our dates and sort of chilled. She was still upset later so we went outside and she talked some. We went back in later and she left again and told me not to follow. Sonny, Pareesa, and I went to get punch and cookies. I had to fix Billie's dress with a safety pin while we were there and then we returned to the main commons. Upon our return, we found that Kitty had not come back in and Kevin was sitting on the chair not caring like a dickhead. I went out and found he crying, we went back in and tried to enjoy the rest of the evening, but she was in no mood to do so. Towards the end she tried to talk to Kevin and walked away in tears again. She sat crying and Pareesa and I sat with her. We finally left and went directly to the car. At my house, Kevin went to Sonny's car, Sonny smoked, Kitty sat crying, and I sat beside her. She and I ran inside to change and freshen up. We went to Sonny's house [he drove this time]. We spent the entire ride listening to crying and arguing.

  And please don't ask me why I'm here

  At their house, Kevin went to the Band Room and Kitty and I waited for Sonny to return. He changed and got money and the like. We went to Waffle House. Our waitress was fairly useless. Sonny had to be our waiter. Our dinner was pleasant though Kitty sat solemnly on the other side of the table. When we went to pay our tab, a large group in front of us was arguing about their tab and how some girl didn't want to pay. Kitty and I sat outside for a while. I counted out some change and walked back to Sonny and told him to leave the money on the counter so we could go. He didn't but appeared outside shortly thereafter. He took the two of us back to my house and I sat with Kitty while she cried for a long while. We finally went to bed.

  Something deeper brought me

  Sunday I got up and took a shower before getting ready for work. I dropped Kitty off and spent most of the day at work. They had called the day before and asked me to come in a bit earlier. I did so as requested. Apparently two people had called in yesterday and nobody could get the shifts [I would have, but I had requested off]. They did all of the organizing, but Lisa called me in early to do the cleaning. I did so and the day went by fairly quickly though it was slow. I did homework for the rest of the evening after taking a nap in a corner. I was so cold that day. I truly could not stay warm.

  That I need to remember

  Monday I had an early release for a dental appointment. After the dental appointment I returned home and talked to Sonny for a while to confirm plans for the evening. I went to JSRCC to get a list of available classes to take to VCU. I went to one building and realized it was the wrong one, I went to the other and they told me to go to another so I had to go back to the first building. I finally got the book and then was on my way to Sonny's. I got there and waited in the living room with Kevin. I spoke not a word to him. I just wanted to punch him in the face for being such a dick to my best friend [Kitty had told me what the deal was by that time]. Sonny came downstairs and then we left.

  We were both young and blessed with wings

  He got us downtown and then we drove around trying to figure out exactly which building we needed to be in. We parked and walked to the main admissions building. They told us that I had to talk to the head of the department. So we went back to the car and drove around and parked again. Then walked to the main Arts Center building. We read the directory and walked through an alley and across the street to the proper building. I asked about discussing transferable credits and they told me they didn't have a list and that I could talk to the Professor if I made an appointment, but it would be best to go and talk to the main university about it. I got the professor's office number to schedule an appointment and Sonny and I walked back to his car.

  No height we did not reach

  We went to Mexico Restaurant for dinner. I kept fidgeting. I couldn't keep my leg still. He and I discussed various things and I told him of the names Kitty and I had thought of for him. Nothing rude rhymes with his name. So  the best I could do was "Sonny with a 'u' [Sunny] because you like rainbows and dandelions!", Anti-Wookie [he makes a wookie noise all the time, and Dickrion [to go with his real name; Kitty thought of it]. I had written Dickrion on his arm so he was going to show it to the waiter and ask for some. Alas, he did not. After our meal, we went to his house and watched movies and television [as usual]. I was wrapped up in blankets and shaking still. I still don't know why, but it was incessant. I returned home and chatted with BahBah briefly and the Sonny called me. He had said he'd call after Heroes went off, but he promised friends he'd go with them after that so he called me beforehand. It delayed my progress quite a bit, but I finished my art history homework, some history homework, art homework, and I found two recipes. So it's all good.

  There was no heaven in which we did not soar

  Tuesday was a normal day at school. After school I went to Sorian's house. He taught me how to cook rice, make rice balls, and fried rice. He taught me Japanese during the process. I learned a few things that I hope to remember. After I left his house, I ran to the store to get some ingredients for sweet treats. I made white chocolate macadamia nut cookies and these oreo pudding things.

  There's something deeper burned in us

  Wednesday was Halloween. I got all dressed up that morning because I had to be at work directly after school. After I finished my test in second block, I got an art history book from O'Neal and tried to finish the chapter. I got about ten pages done. I continued working on it in fourth block after I finished a worksheet another fifteen pages done. I had enough done to take the quiz which was screwed up and pissing me off, so I stopped taking it. After school, Kitty decided to loiter around the mall until I got off so we could go to Sonny's afterwards. I had to stand outside Hot Topic and pass out pixie stix. Some kids were afraid of me. Some people took pictures of me. Some asked to take pictures with me. Quite a number of men hit on me. On walked over and held his pocket open so I dropped a pixie stix in, but he said that's not what he wanted. Another asked if I had any sugar for him because he a 'craving'. One had already walked by me and stopped the second time. He said, 'Forget the candy, how about a number?' I laughed and he said, 'The wife's back there, she'll never know.' Chris was there when that one happened and laughed at me.

  I don't regret the choices that I've made

  After my shift, Kitty and I went to Sonny's house. We were supposed to go to a party or something, but we'd scarcely have two hours before we had to leave to get home by our curfews. So we stayed at his house. At the beginning of the night, I had walked out to my car to fix my face and then decided to get into the trunk. After a while, Sonny came looking for me [as I knew he would] and found me in my trunk. I opened it and talked to him and then, after a great deal of arguing, he tried to drag me out. I resisted and kept crawling back in, but he'd tickle me and then I'd flail and he'd grab me. So I ended up being pulled out of the trunk and walked towards the house. I tried to get back to the trunk and he caught me. We continued these silly antics for a while until I got to the side of my car and pushed him away and jumped in. I crawled through the backseat to the trunk and stayed there for a while. He sat outside and waited for me. I crawled out through the backseat and sat staring at him for a short while until Kitty walked out and began knocking on the trunk. She said she needed her phone. I talked to her through the back glass and then they realized where I was. I got her phone and slipped it through the window and then got out of the car. We walked back inside and watched various movies for the rest of the night.

   I know you feel the same

  Thursday I was really tired and didn't feel well all day. During fifth block my phone rang and I snuck into the art office to check it. It was from Hot Topic so I asked O'Neal if I could check my voicemail. He said that I could so I did and found that they wanted me to work as long as I could that evening. At the beginning of seventh block I went to the office and returned the call. I worked five hours that night before taking a shower, painting my nails, and the like. Friday was my birthday. At school I received birthday wishes as I pranced about due to me 'ass verbage'. I typed all of second block and all of fifth block. I ignored my test for half of the class to finish the chapter for art history. I finally got it done and still finished half of my test which she told the class we could turn in on Monday. At lunch, Kevin gave me a big pack of oreos as my present. Pareesa had forgotten my brownies, but I wasn't mad. In fifth block, I had to type again. I answered most of the short answer questions and then accidently hit 'backspace' so I had to start over. I got a large portion of my figure done in sixth block. I enjoy working on that piece; it's regal and lovely. After school, I went home for a short while and then went to work.

  How many years I stared at clouds

  Work wouldn't have been quite as fun if Gwenyth and her friends didn't keep showing up to talk to me. One was a vary attractive boy wearing vampire fangs. There were many suggestions of the two and I hooking up on my break, but I had already taken that so that certainly would not happen. He got an application so maybe he'll work there. That would be fun. The night would be busy for a while and then be fairly empty. I tried on one of the white vinyl nurse outfits, but it was too big. I was employee of the month last month [so I was told] so I got me make a selection for 'employee picks' for CD's. I chose Blaqk Audio: CexCells. Nathan wrote my first and name on the board and I wasn't pleased with that so I changed it. Aaron and his family showed up to wish ma  happy birthday and give me hugs. His sister picked out my card which had handcuffs and said 'kinky' on it. They gave me ten dollars and I got more hugs and they left. Josh asked if my natural hair color was platinum blonde and I was confused for a moment then I realized what he was asking. I told him that they weren't my family, they were just friends. Shortly before close, I realized that were supposed to stay until ten thirty, but Nathan said that if I came in early the next day that we could leave early that night. I agreed and took an extra hour and a half on Saturday. On the way out, I went to duck under the gate, and I don't know if I did or not, but I walked directly into it and fell under it laughing. That seriously hurt my head.

  Thought I saw you dancing there

  At home I tried to contact Kitty and Sonny. There was no answer when I called Sonny and no response when I IMed Kitty. So I just chilled for a short while and then Kitty IMed me asking what the plan was. I told her Sonny hadn't called me back and then the phone rang. We got our plans settled and then I went to go get Kitty. We stopped at 7-11 to get gas and a top-up card for my phone and I opened the door and hit my foot. I'm so clumsy. We got that and left and hurried over to Sonny's. In the driveway, we say Sonny's cigarette glow and then we saw his shadow move. Kitty and I played in my car for a few moments. We grabbed at the windows and she crawled into the trunk as I had done on Halloween and I took pictures. She was attacked by the balloon that was still in there and it floated out towards me. After our playtime, we jumped in Sonny's car and headed towards Buffalo Wild Wings. I got nachos for me and Kitty to share. She and I sat eating them while Sonny watched some weird show like jeopardy. After we ate, Kitty and I ran to the bathroom and took more pictures [of course]. They had a full length mirror so we got cool pictures. After taking several dozen, we remembered that Sonny was waiting for us and ran out. We found him by the front door waiting for us. We went back to his hose and chilled on the trampoline. We jumped for a while and then I rolled myself in a blanket and crawled around. They continued jumping and I bounced around. There was arguing about going inside. After a long while, we did. We watched Family Guy and I fell asleep. Sometime during my dozing, Kitty asked for my keys and I got them for her. Later she came back and returned them to me and then left again. I vaguely remember all of this. Sometime around two or two thirty I was woken up and Sonny and I talked until three. Then we remembered that some girl from work might be coming over to see Kevin at about that time so we jumped up and ran outside. We left and Kitty and I returned to my house for the evening.

  Well these are feelings that do not pass

  Saturday I woke up close to eight and fell asleep. Then I woke up at about quarter to nine. I woke Kitty up and we each took a shower and left to get her to work. After I returned from that, I took a nap for about an hour and a half. I did little before work, but then I went to work for seven and a half hours. It was actually kind of fun. Most of the day was slow so we just sat around talking. Andrew is one of the new people. He's cool and is just like Josh and Nathan. Fun times all around. Nathan was strumming a piece of cardboard so I asked if I could draw on it. He said I could only if I drew him a guitar [as I had planned to do]. So he put it on the counter and I drew a really crappy guitar. Andrew commented on it and I told him to do better. So Nathan cut the cardboard up and Andrew drew a battle axe guitar on it. Nathan cut it out and tapped it together and jammed on it. We were eating the leftover pixie stix from Halloween and I couldn't stop laughing. They tried to take them from me. Andrew said we should use a piece of pvc pipe to make a giant pixie stix. Nathan said it would kill people; I said I'd buy one. Eh, the rest of the night was that fun.

  So easily, how I can't forget what we claimed is ours.

  After work, I went home and tried to contact Kitty and Sonny. Sonny didn't answer the phone and Kitty took forever to respond to my IM. She asked what the plan was and I told her Sonny hadn't called me back. However, he did at that moment. So we figured out what we were doing and I got ready to go. I got Kitty and we went down to the Byrd for the midnight movie. It was the Goonies. There were a bunch of cool kids there. I was so cold and tired I slept lightly through most of the movie. After the movie ended, I took Kitty home and talked to Sonny on the phone for a while. I got to bed by four.

  Moments lost in time remains

  Today was dull. I finished my Ballot 2007 project as well as my English test. I got ready for work and called Sonny [as per his request]. Work was really boring. I ate pixie stix and walked around. I check Old Navy for jeans on my break. It was to no avail. I'd been craving a cheeseburger for a while. BahBah made grilled cheese and tomato soup for dinner though. I'll go get one later this week. Tomorrow I'll probably go someplace with Kitty and/or Sonny. Tuesday I'll be cooking with Sorian. BahBah said he could come here and cook, so perhaps we'll do that. And bake cookies and work on our Art History homework.

  No pain remains No feeling, just Eternity awaits.

   

   

  So grant me wings that I might fly

  My restless soul is longing

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